Wednesday, January 18, 2012

You'll fall anyway~


Sometimes it's just hard to decide for myself whatever is RIGHT or WRONG.
when you feel as if you're IN LOVE~ everything seems to be the same.
RIGHT or WRONG doesn't seem to matter anymore.
Just because you're in the midst of falling~

The feeling of falling is definitely not an enjoyable process..
You know it's wrong. You know it's impossible. You know it's a waste of time.
You'll fall ANYWAY~

I'm going through this shit now. Yes. I'm an idiot.
It's like I don't feel like I am ready to be in love.
I've lost the feeling of being loved.
I have no idea how does it feel like to be loved anymore.
There's too much going on.
I can't take all these shit.
I don't wanna take all these shit.
Alone.

I'm FOREVER ALONE. but who cares.
At least all I ever wanted was to be happy.
All I ever wanted was to feel the love.
Spread LOVE.

Love or Hate.
They don't matter to me anymore.
I wanna shut off my feelings.
I don't wanna feel anymore.
Not at all.


not anymore.

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