Bryan. R.I.P

I LOVE YOU. so so much.

The very very last time I saw you.

now. it's too late.

Your FIRST present for me (:

it was lovely. it's still with me.till now.

you know. sometimes. life is so vulnerable.

someone can just leave me like this.

whenever our timings clash, you will always say: "i'm not gonna die soon lisa."

wells.. you just did. you left me alone here. in this shit.

do you even know how it feels to lose someone like this?

YOU SUCK. very much.

I haven got a ride on your new bike.

You still have my guitar.

You haven treat me to lunch.

I haven touched your baldy head.

and more..

why so.

Went to your wake just now.

it hurts. seeing you there. not being able to reciprocate anymore.

cant even argue with me that you're more awesome than I am.

thought everything was a joke. it wasn't.

why so.

everything seems to happen too fast.

i can't take it. really cant.

there's no more tears. it's only fear.

who can i ever talk to when i think that i can't go on in life anymore.

you asshole!!

you haven even send me your DVD of teaching tips.

I thought you was in the process of writing me a book?

WHERE IS IT?

SHIT YOU MAN.

seriously. why didn't you take good care of yourself?

how to be awesome when you didn't take good care of yourself?

FUCK YOUR BIKE.

BIGGER BIKE = DIE FASTER

fuck man.

why does it have to be true.

no. it's not true.

it's too much for me to take it.

i need to sleep.

I LOVE YOU. A LOT. A LOT.

you'll be greatly missed.

KTHXBAI

mr awesome.